Communication

Today, without realizing what I was doing, I talked for the first time to tiny N. About food.
I had been craving pizza for days. Today, I had a free lunch break = perfect pizza-opportunity.  After I was done, I put my hand on my belly, looked down, and said : "there, tiny N, you finally had your pizza. Happy now?"
Only to realize a fraction of a second later "shit, what am I doing?".
Not that I don't want to "bond". I just want to play it save. We haven't reached the three-months milestone yet, and well...a lot can go wrong.